Apologizes with a Smile!So news on the for front...
I think i'm *brace yourself*... HAPPY.
Now don't get me wrong nothing is perfect but i do think that i am actually happy.
College I am still in college and LOVING it. I have many friends there and it's just... AWESOME! The work is just so much fun and challenging in some places!
I've actually done one half of my Maths GCSE exam and i think i done well. it was only foundation paper because they don't do higher.. but it's still a GCSE!
RelationshipsMe and Mark are still broken up.. which has affected me for the BETTER! I am much more me than i have been in a long time and i think the break has allowed me to get better. We are still friends and getting along fine. We have both left the option for in the future the chance to try getting back together, but for the moment i am loving being single and having fun. It's amazing how i have regained my independence!
VicesI HAVEN'T self harmed in god knows how long.. i HAVEN'T had suicidal thoughts since about a month and a half ago.
My eating is majorly better. Far from perfect or normal but it is something i can deal with. I will always love anorexia but i know i cannot LIVE life with her. Finally i am mostly able to eat/not eat without giving into an Eating Disorder completely. And .. though i cannot say i am happy with my body... i think i accept it as mine. I AM beautiful and i deserved to be loved
BirthdayIt is my birthday this Saturday and im going SKYDIVING along with going to town (including a gay bar of course =]). I cannot wait... everything seems so exhilarating! Doing work in college, hanging out with friends, birthdays, (the new World of Warcraft coming out
).it's all so GOOD!
Apologizes I have missed you all though... i apologise for not having the time or .. depression really.. to come on here and write everyday but my email is on my front page (which i am on most days) and i now have conformed to getting facebook
(Which contains photos of the AWESOME Halloween party i went to). I hope you are all okay... and i shall try to come on here soon and miss your replies.Please feel free (And please do) send me poems, stories, pictures, artwork, ANYTHING to me via email or through a note. I would really like to view some work people have been doing but the nearing 1,300 deviations is very daunting.
ChristmasCHRISTMAS CARDS for those who want them will be sent. So leave your name (including screen name) and address in a note/email and i shall send you one =].
Also, just for extra insurance.
My real name is Kimberley Laing for those who want to find me on Facebook.
And my email is BurningCandle@hotmail.co.uk.
FinalI LOVE YOU ALL! You have helped me through so much and i wouldn't be here today (literally breathing and alive) if it weren't for all of you. I do not want to lose the friendships i have made and will try to be more active here and stay in contact in any other forms possible.
Best wishes... i am living proof that you can get out of hell... nothing is perfect, im not fully there yet... but for now.. i am HAPPY!
Euphoric
Devious Comments
Not much has been goin down in spookytown as I have no time to draw so you're not missin much from my gallery. XD . I did have an awesome Halloween though. [link]
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If I had a nickle for every time I changed my signature, I'd be making money in a very strange way.
Do I still have to leave my name and address if you should have it from last year? I want a Christmas card...though I cant afford to send one can you imagine you got one from me?
Lobe you more
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have you ever just wanted to turn a turtle shell inside out? you know, because why protect the outside from predators when it's the inside that has to deal with memories and the pain?
From "Always, Often" by *Solaces
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"People run out. Money runs out. Time runs out. But words don't run out." - J. Deborah Klein
"There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed. "
- Ernest Hemmingway
You know, that makes me feel a bit guilty that I haven't sent a Christmas card.
Sooner or later you get dragged in
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Certain flaws are necessary for the whole. It would seem strange if old friends lacked certain quirks. ~Goethe
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The deeper the mud, the more beautiful the lotus blooms.
How are things with you?
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The deeper the mud, the more beautiful the lotus blooms.
I've missed you too!
How are things with you?
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The deeper the mud, the more beautiful the lotus blooms.
And i understand my dear
Lobe you mucho ness!
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The deeper the mud, the more beautiful the lotus blooms.
And i shall take a look at your Halloween one ^_^ Do you want a Christmas Card? I still have your old address if you want me to send it there
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The deeper the mud, the more beautiful the lotus blooms.
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