This afternoon Simba thought it was a nice idea to bring the bottom half of a bird into our living room.
Licking his paws on the sofa beside me; Myself unknowing to why his paws are especially tasty today.

As with other times he has brought a long dead or still squawking bird into the house, i get upset and angry at him for doing such a thing.


^{For i am human, hear me roar.}
We live in this 'civilised' society where such things and forbidden and our natural instincts must be controlled and suppressed.
Where we train others to do the same, from children to animals.


It is true that in the one sense Simba had no reason to go hunt for dinner. He gets it provided for him around the clock. Yet it is still in his natural instinct. You cannot train that out of someone/thing.


We as a human race are more despicable though aren't we? We protest about having a civilised society, on having brains and knowledge and in thus having so being greater than any other creature on this 'god forsaken' earth. Yet we kill... we kill for pleasure. Well done Humans! That shows we're better!

Taking other humans out of the question, (_{although -i believe- an act of cannabilism is seen as more taboo than general murder in our lovely little society. I actually believe there is very little wrong with it. Of course im not supporting people going round killing each other and then devouring the bodies, because i don't believe in killing, but on the moral ethics of eating another human? I have less trouble with that than a person eating an animal.})


Back to the point though, as in say Fox Hunting, we hunt for the pleasure! The pleasure to kill something? And we think WE'RE civilised. It's not in our nature to kill!?
If we did indeed evolve from apes (Which i will rightfully support) then we are not inbuilt to HUNT, we are scavengers. We eat berries, fruits and insects. We need not KILL (_{although of course eating insects is killing, it is a different than attacking something, killing and then eating, than sitting by a log, putting a sticking in a hole and then licking an ant covered stick.})


As HUMANS before we gained tools and the like we were scavengers. I do not believe it is in our INSTINCT to kill, and even if it was it would be just to feed, not for petty 'reasons'.


It's amazing how something as simple as my cat bringing in a dead bird sparks off philosophical ramblings and feelings of .. hatred.. for the human race. If i'm brutally honest here i despise humans as a race. Not individually don't get me wrong, i love people as in personalities, individuals. And as humans we have done many great and amazing things but i still hate what humans to me are.
If Sarah is reading this, then i know you're boiling with fury. You're the only one who has heard we talk like this and i know you hate it. But it's just how i feel.


Maybe i'm wrong, maybe i'm right. None of that matters. This is just ramblings of an idiot because one dead bird is never one dead bird.
Failing a board game is never just failing a board game.

Everything means something else to me and i hate it.
Everything says something about Me and the World.
Everything is judged, analysed and probed.
Everything must have an answer and a solution, even if there was nothing wrong in the first place.